Sunday, September 22, 2002

today i chatted wif a ger about my age... she is now studying in perth so cool her way of typing reminds me of anne so kinda feel gd chatting to her... anyway also reminds me of tt time when anne told me her dad wanted to emigrate her whole family there... when she said tt i was kinda afraid she wuld leave me 4eva... but haha life~ we broke up even b4 all tt.......

Saturday, September 21, 2002

tonite i saw e moon.... it was beautiful and today is mid autmn fest.... too bad there werent stars.... im quite sad not to see stars but hahaz clara seems even sadder...
i dunno how long i can continue to write in here but really hope one day i can come back and read wad i felt in the past.... oh and karin said im sweet~! hahaz guess im sweet!

Sunday, September 15, 2002

going to go to woodlands lib liao.. stil at home... today sim's bdae wish him happy alwez~!

Friday, September 13, 2002

todae actualli very damn sad again.. anne y u alwez dun noe how to tok properly wan? u noe u make me feel lk im pestering u lerh...... jus for a lunch den u oso mus go sae its to make up for wad happened.... wad am i to u now? really wanna noe.... too bad i'll nv find out... but after some time, felt a little better guess my mood swings are back again.. gotta keep myself steady......

bizhu is a nice ger, she consoled me and showed corcern todae... so wad if she lk me b4? cmon, at least she cared for me... i think she is a nice ger and mayb jus maybe i can forget anne and things between bizhu... ... but diff man aaargh~!!!!!!!! damn honest to god... i stil lk anne up till now....

Thursday, September 12, 2002

dunno wad to do.... im dead!!!! 3 essays outline..... plus a broken heart.... suxs la my life.... if onli i were stil in ny........ those heeady days...... sighhhhhhhhhhHhhhhhhhh
jus completed e bloody pw shit... feel so hurt.....

Tuesday, September 10, 2002

today is a gd dae haha actualli tot it was gonna sux buden ah everything turned out fine! no need pass up gp articles and written filE yET Whoo hOO! haha hapPpiE... den maths teacher oso quite happY wif me cos i did my work! hahah
yea man... i love this feeling~

Sunday, September 08, 2002

tonite i chatted to a few pple... chatted to liping to liping's fren and to anne.... oh my mood is definitely better tonite... but somehow there's stil this pang of sadness deep within, yea but i can stil manage to suppress it now.... joked wif anne and liping. tml skool reopens and i am gonna die man.... too much hwk....
cheerios!~~ siAo...

Friday, September 06, 2002

dunno y... but i feel sad... alwez thinking of anne... damn... i think i fall too deep liao todae actualli wanted to meet up wif her for dinner but she had other plans... hai den after sim saw her wif her fren at woodlands lib... i can stil rmb those times we spent at the lib wa lao its e most special place man. we spent so much time togehter there in the past.. but yea... its in ThE past... kaO i really dun wan to be lk this leh but how????!!!! i siao liao... if onli she were to think of me now and den... i wuld be happy man.... real real happy anyway todae went to parkway parade wif my bro den i wore E ring there... guess wad? its e fisrt time i wore it since we broke up... wish she wun forget me... life these days is improving, but i stil feel kinda empty in there... its a tuff life man... nv tot i wuld be so deeply attracted to one ger... nuts....

Wednesday, September 04, 2002

WhooO HOls now... but sad COs StL NEED to study... HmmmM dunno wad to writE cos mY lifE SHo EmpTY EmpTY EmpTY......